Hi, I'm Bhupi, and I clear the energy blocks that have been holding you back.
I’m a Spiritual Art and Energy Healer, and I help people who have lost themselves along the way and can’t quite remember who they are anymore or which path to follow, a little like a GPS going bonkers and saying recalculating over and over again. You feel completely stuck and can’t move forward.
I help by clearing any energy blocks that are holding you back and keeping you stuck, so you can feel light, gain clarity, and find your way back to being you.
I do it for you, your pets, your home and even for your business, with a lot of love, a few laughs and a cup of chai in my hand.
I did not plan any of this.
For years I worked in consultancy, where I looked smart and professional and like I had it all together on the outside, but on the inside I was exhausted from the mental load, the family expectations and the job of being everything to everyone while I quietly lost myself.
The universe, being the impatient teacher that it is, decided enough was enough, and I reached the lowest point of my life, standing by the Grand River after an ice and snow storm, looking at the running dark water and thinking, if I jump, I could end it all now and there will be no more pain.
And then a clear, steady thought cut through, which said I am stronger than this, and I can't do this to my mum or my kids.
So I asked for help, really asked, not hinted and not pretended, and the help that arrived changed everything. My GP, Dr Jay Geddes, moved his appointments around and sat with me for two and a half hours while I cried and let it all out, and I will be grateful to him forever, because he saved me. Then came Dr Wayne Dyer's book Change Your Thoughts, Change Your Life, which I read cover to cover more times than I can count. He didn't just change my thoughts, he changed the frequency I was broadcasting from, and everything else followed.
I stopped telling the universe what I wanted, and I started listening.
I had done the vision boards, the wish books and the affirmations, and there's nothing wrong with any of them, but I had been using them to tell the universe what I wanted instead of trusting that something greater might have an even better idea.
What if the luxury retreat, where I combine henna, sacred mandalas and energy healing, is already waiting for me, and I just need to get out of my own way long enough to receive it, and as long as Samosa and I are travelling the world together, I'm happy to be anywhere.
Endless possibilities doesn't mean forcing an outcome, it means becoming open enough to receive something better than you imagined.
That shift from controlling to receiving, from wishing to trusting, is at the heart of everything I do with the people I work with now.
The four sentences that changed everything.
At a Joe Dispenza workshop I came across Ho'oponopono, an ancient Hawaiian practice of forgiveness, which is four simple sentences that sound far too easy to work until you try them and wonder why no one had guided you to that sooner.
I love you.
I am sorry.
Please forgive me.
Thank you.
Ho'oponopono, an ancient Hawaiian practice of forgivenessYou can say them to yourself, to other people, to a situation or to a pattern you didn't even know you had, and something in you responds to the love behind the words, whether you believe it or not.
I've built my whole practice on that idea, which is that you don't need to understand it for it to work, you just need to be willing to let it.
An Indian girl backpacking alone, in the 1990s.
When I left my corporate job in London, I did something that was absolutely not on the approved list for a “Nice Good Indian Girl” at the time, which was to go backpacking round India all on my own and in a tiny village in Rajasthan I learned the art of henna and found creativity I didn't know was sitting inside me, waiting.
I came back completely different and entirely myself for the first time, and that journey started everything, thirty years of henna, then fifteen years of teaching sacred mandalas, which turned out to be healing disguised as art, then coaching, then deeper spirituality, and then energy healing.
The consultancy job was never the destination, it was the launchpad, and it took leaving it to find out what I was here to do.
Thirty years of following the thread.
30 years as a henna artist
What started as a cultural tradition became a creative practice, a meditation and a business, and it taught me the healing power of making art with your hands.
15 years teaching sacred art and mandalas
I taught mandala workshops as healing long before anyone called it that, I've been featured by the BBC, and my I AM Mandala Colouring Book is on Amazon, so just search Bhupi Panesar.
Dr Wayne Dyer and Change Your Thoughts, Change Your Life
This book changed the frequency I was broadcasting from, and everything else followed.
Joe Dispenza workshop and Ho'oponopono
This deepened my understanding of what it means to heal at the root, and the science behind the magic finally had a name.
EBI training and certification
I'm one of only three EBI trained practitioners in the UK, and the course cost nearly $8,000 USD, which a complete stranger, my angel, paid for, and that's either the universe having a word or the best manifestation story ever told.
Right now: clearing energy blocks for people, pets, homes and businesses
I work from London with clients all over the world on Zoom, including the UK, Canada, USA, Australia, India, and Europe. I clear energy blocks that hold them back, with Samosa supervising and Kajal pretending not to care.
A few facts that did not fit anywhere else.
The Dog
Samosa is a four year old girl who has attended more healing sessions than most humans and is completely unbothered by all of it, and she's the unofficial mascot, quality control officer and the main reason my newsletter gets opened.
The Cat
Kajal is six years old, deeply unimpressed by almost everything and an excellent judge of character, so if Kajal likes you then you're doing something right, and if she doesn't, you know what to do.
The Book
The I AM Mandala Colouring Book is on Amazon, and it's one of the most relaxing things you can do on a Sunday afternoon that doesn't involve lying on the sofa eating biscuits, although nobody is stopping you doing both.
The Dream
Luxury retreats that combine henna, sacred mandalas with energy healing, somewhere with good light, good food and ideally an ocean view, and the island hasn't been confirmed yet because the universe is still working on it.
The Chai
Only homemade masala chai for me, with the spices ground fresh. My dad used to grind all my masalas and I always kept a little back from every batch and mixed it into each new batch so his presence is always in there, which for me is healing in a mug.
The Science
Dr David Hawkins, HeartMath Institute, Dr Masaru Emoto, Joe Dispenza, Dr Wayne Dyer and epigenetics all point to the same direction, and I've been saying for years that woo is only woo until science catches up and then it's called research.
Ready to clear what's holding you back and start writing your own rules?
Meri Marzi, Meri Life is my signature six week programme, one to one with me, to empower you to clear energy blocks that have been running your life and make the changes you want happen on your own terms.
"My Rules, My Life. Six weeks with me to make it happen."